Weekday Word w/ Eric

The Performance Trap

Scripture: Psalm 103:10 (CEB) — “He doesn’t deal with us according to our sin or repay us according to our wrongdoing.”

Reflection
One of the biggest barriers to receiving God’s forgiveness is the belief that forgiveness must be earned. We may never say it out loud, but we live it: I’ll accept grace once I’ve done enough penance. So we pay in anxiety, overachievement, and spiritual striving.

Performance-based faith always has a moving finish line. Even after confession, the heart says, Not yet. Even after worship, the mind says, Prove it. We treat forgiveness like a paycheck, not a gift. But Psalm 103 refuses that entire system.

“He doesn’t deal with us according to our sin.” That means God is not running a reward-and-punishment scoreboard with your name at the top. God is not calculating your spiritual GPA. The psalm doesn’t portray a God who tolerates you when you improve; it portrays a God who heals, redeems, and crowns with love.

This is what grace does: it breaks the belief that you must suffer enough to be safe. Forgiveness isn’t God lowering the bar. It’s God lifting the burden. When we finally receive it, we discover how exhausting self-salvation has been.

Application
Name your “payment plan”—the thing you do to feel worthy (overworking, perfectionism, serving nonstop, punishing self-talk). Ask God to replace it with one act of rest today.

Prayer
Lord, free me from trying to pay for what you have already paid.

Song“Come As You Are” — Crowder


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